hello, the world of Newgrounds. my name is emi and I am 10 + 2. I've been on this site since I was 10 and Newgrounds really helped me out mentally. Today I am reaching out for help on the topic of my mental health. I've been suicidal since I was 8 and I first attempted at 10. My parents fight a lot and I don't like going to school because I keep getting bullied and pushed down the stairs because I am Jewish. Nobody believes that I have ADHD and autism except my mom, she knows what my therapist said about it and she is supportive most of the time. When I called 988 they called CPS on my family. I felt betrayed. I attempted again that week. I have a 504 at school which is special ed but without a classroom, and nobody is following it. I am so sad and so overwhelmed. I know a kid on Newgrounds is bad and shit but my parents allowed me to be on here and I am monitored on here. Anyways, I've experienced homophobia for a long ass time for being lesbian and non-binary, and I feel like I'm weak. My therapist only gave me coloring books every time I went to him, of course, they did not help. what do I do?! I`ve had my childhood ripped away from me at the age of 8 years old due to traumatic events. I have some coping skills which are listening to your favorite Martian and insane clown posse. I make art and I write books and songs. I made this rated mature because i don't think anyone in my age group can help me. what do i do yall?

IM INSANE AND I MADE THIS ACCOUNT WHEN I WAS 10 OFG IM ABOUT TO SHIT MYSELF LAUGHING

PUFF PUFF HUMBERT FROM YOUR FAVORITE MARTAIN IS SO.. SO... OMFG... SO HOOOOOOTTTTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I HAVE A CAT NAMED ROSIE AND SHE IS SO CUTE AND MEANS THE ENTIRE WORLD TO ME WHO WANTS PICS OF MY CAT???

happy